Triggered Tuesday #008

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'...sometimes, I cry for no reason at all'

Lyrics

Life is pain
So inhale the numbness
Exhale, revel in dumbness
Choices choices
Cooperate obliterate
Alone, as one
Together we suffer
We’ll never be more than a number
You’ll break
Hide away, medicate

Doctor please, I don’t want, to be
Like this or like that but like them
Cos sometimes
I cry for no reason, at all

It’s our own fault
This life’s what you’re living

Count to ten, back from ten
Breathe in out, in and out
Walls of shrinks closing in
Therapist, I have sinned

Open wide
Effects aside
Don’t you long to feel like
Everyone else, it’s all the rage, swallow the hype
Change my mind
By design
Fold and bend
So I can
Fit the roles I’m not supposed to

Everybody’s screaming
There’s gotta be meaning
With all of these opinions I’m crawling on the ceiling
Scrolling is my heroin
Comparing’s how I better me
Constant self belittling
What is that you think of me

HEY! You’re not that bad a guy

Fuck me harder
I thought you knew that I am capable, more than capable of murdering
I am a monster
You’re fresh blood to me. 
Don’t struggle and let me peel you off, show you, you bask in sin

Come in, sit on the couch
And tell me
When did this start

I know
Everyone’s crazier than me
If only
They would believe

Lock and load, here we go
Used to be need to know but
I’m not well, I need help
Life is hell, life is hell

Open wide
Forced inside
Don’t you long to feel like
Everyone else, it’s all the rage, swallow the hype
Erase my mind
No rewind
Fold and bend
So I can fit this
Grave of your design